x putus asa...

Assalammualaikum...

hurm...

love are not aspected...

love are too subjective...

love are too unreasonable...

i hate to be in love..

i hate to fall in love...

i dont want...

it hurt..

huh....

bkn ak tatau...tau sgt2 da

chenta kn bunga akan layu..,

chenta kn MANUSIA akan mati...,

chenta kn ALLAH kekal abadi...

haila~

nape la susah sgt nk anggap dy kwn...

pdhal da byk kali dy gtau..

dy pon layan mcm kwn je...

huh~

diri da putus asa...

tp aty xmo putus asa....

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..

.

najma ckp...

ak da byk berubah sbb enche itu

iye???

mungkin....

huh...k-o-s-o-n-g...

aty ak kosong...

speechless...

tension lak jd nye

BORNExtraOrdinary

assalammualaikum...

terasa dunia upside down gegiler...

tu yg bile jiwa kacau kiter berblogger..

tp xmo la citer psl jiwa kacau sentap sakan kn...

semlm ak g USM..

ada borneo culture night..

mmg da'bomb la an..

berbaloi baloi baloi ak g sne..

plg bez part cabutan bertuah...

adia dy...pakej 2 ari 1 mlm di hotel bla bla bla..

siap ad pakej breakfast sgale bagai..

plg mantop,.,pakej skuba diving

wlupon xgune klu ak dpt sbb xde lesen tp ak ley kasi bangyong

da kasi at dy...ap lg bwa la ak jjln..hahaha

best ssgt persmbahan dyorg

crite psl puteri santubong sejinjang..

psl asal usul nme kg apentah...(belit lidah nk sbut)

ermmm..,tarian dyorg..he5

balik umk da mcm kne sampuk borneo da ak..

 yg ni..bersama puteri sejinjang...

kwn kpd cilla..,

you..,bez la pementasan you smlm...

thanx to prescilla susanti sulau because brought me to know my own country with another view..

actually Malaysia is so beautiful place and interesting to explore..

wlupon bergumbira sakan..,

ati ak ttp dup dap dup dap..

SIFE work ak x siap lg...uwa uwa uwa..

mcm nk putus asa

tp..mne bole!!

this my challenge in my life..

lg susah..lg pening kpale..

lg serabut..mungkin lg bez..

Assalammualaikum....

erm...errr....

k la..,ak nk post 2 lagu...

lagu ni my chingu yg kasi..

da lame dah..

tp bru nk dgr..

hehehe,.,,memule dgr ak loading...----

sbb lagu ni dy kasi utk ak n kwn ktorg...

memule~ape seyh lyn lagu begini..

a few minute..ok understand..

thanx my chingu..,

tp ak nk ckp at ko..,

ktorg kwn je..,

xley lbih..,

-xkn terjadi...maybe

- ak xkn nanges da

lame dah~

Assalamualaikum..

lame dah x berblogger..

bz ssgt..

ye ker...

atau sajer mem'bz'kn diri...

lbih kurg la..

byk assignmt...

sape kate msuk u bole relax2...

dok matrik lg relax kot...

haila~

arini ad org beta ngn ak...

nk tlg ak confess somthing kat 'he'

lil nervous...but he dare to do it???

dont know...

juz wait untill tomorrow..(actually today)

my test...

management n economy..

forget bout economy....

it ruin my cgpa...

but management..pliz i try hard to answer completely like in the books n also some information 

Zikrullah Al-Hadi...

pliz dont do the silly thing...

i will 'sekeh' n punch u if u dare..

Najma Haryiati...

dont be touching with me...

i x reti nk mrajuk la dear...u know that..

juz gve me some tyme..

mybe yes but...juz gve some tyme to me...

totally i'm ok..

in stable situation

Nurun Nazihah...

thanx for everything my dear...

nothing to say..

but thanx...a lot

Majid...

hahaha my 'sayang'...

my 'scandal'...

just hear n listen what i bubbling...

hehehe

thanx...

Abe Wan...

klu da xnk kwn tu...ckp je...

xkecik ati pon...

xyah nk antar utusan x bertauliah..

its doesnt work..

someone...

speechless..,..,

nothing..

not a thing..,

just friend right?...

so...smile...

telepati...

Assalammualaikum...

hehehe~

xde nk ckp ape pon..

tp sy nk brth...

20hb november 2011..

berlaku nyer ari BIRU...

hehehe

kami x janji...

tp mcm tau2 je isi ati masing2...

kuang3...

apsal ntah..mata tyme tu asyik nmpk biru...

baju kami biru...

krusi dwan kuliah biru..

(xpernh prasan slame ni)

pintu penghadang dewan pun biru...

syaidatul fazlin..siti yusra..prescilla susanti sulau

pizza tyme...

Assalammualaikum

adakah penangan kami tension esok nk exam...

@

adakah kami memang suke makan

@

kami memang lapar sesgt...

    ~ Pqa                                                      ~ Siti

~ yus

Pqa : yus lapar x?

Yus : biase je

Pqa : siti lapar x?

Siti : biase je

Pqa : ak lapar

Yus : ko ajak ak mkn (ayt kalis da lapar)

Siti : mkn mne?

Pqa : pizza jom

Yus : xkesah..

Siti : jom...tgh kaya..ke nk MB?

Yus : tgh kaya..pizza la

sambil jln...

Siti : 1/2 jam je ea..

Yus : cukup ke...

Pqa : sjam..

(situasi bile esok nk exam..mse mkn pon berkire)

at pizza..smbil mkn..cuci mata..

waaa...smpy tergolek pizza Pqa..pnangan sape kaa

ha5...kenyang ssgt...

asal ntah hepi sgt..

mungkin..kami da lme x mkn sesame

mungkin..kami dpt cuci mata

mungkin...kami da kenyang..

hua hua hua..

sgale kemungkinan..

balik bilik..lupe buku..

TIDO..

mak aih..puase 2 minggu ni..

wet da byk kuar..

lemak pon da byk terkumpul..

hahaha

hua hua hua,,,ilang diet kami..

Ganu kiter...

Assalammualaikum..

~bnda ni da lame...tp ad yg mnx d post kn....erm lgpon bru skunk berkesempatan utk ber'blog

tarikh terjadi..13 November 2011

~sy da smpi Klate around 9 a.m..!!!! waaa rndunye JB...hua hua hua

~sy n najma tercongok at wakaf baru mnunggu kawan terchenta kami menjemput dengan limousin..mybe

sape mereka...sape lg..>>>>

d pendekkan ceghite...ktorg troz sambung cuti ke terengganu...

gi Lata Tembakah..

name je g lata tembakah..

tmpt kte b'suke suki sakan

mandi berendam menyiram...

tp..,so sad..,

ktorg x bwa baju..so xdpt ler nk nkmati nkmat Allah yg terbentang dpn mata

hahaha...tp agak sronok..

ad insiden..'mandi tanpa sengaja' he5

..meniti batu2 ala2 princess kuang3

 ~erk...mcm hot posing je

 ~mcm tawu2 je

 ~seghonok sakan

 ~penitian...he5

 ~like like like

 ~ak rase kayu..

 ~nmpk ler dy tnggi

 ~ala2 siram puteri kot

 ~take pic

~sodap dy mkn...

~da dkt kul 5 bru kami teringat nk balik...

otw nk balik....

kami telah diberi anugerah yg julung2 kalinye xkn diberi kpd sesape...

Anugerah Saman Memandu Tanpa Lesen..

(xsempat nk amk gamb kne saman..he5)

ad la jgak pengalaman yg bole kate skali seumo idop..

damn!! like it

bermula hikayat cuti..~

Assalammualaikum...

happy x terkater..~

da 4 ari di bumi yang sungguh nyaman..

tanpa loghat kelate..~

hahahaha

sape kater..

ade je loghat pantai timur at cni...

kwn2 ganu at kfc tu ha..~

sronok2...

bez dpt jumpe..,

mama

adek

nenek

enche saiful amir a.k.a cikpul

nek anjang

family cik anum

he5...terlepas rindu ku...

kuang kuang kuang

hepi gak dpt jumpe..
kak niza a.k.a kak bear

sir zaidi

fahmy

enche hafiz bin muji

he5...cian kwn2 keje ku..

lalalalala~

huh rindu x terbls slagi kakak2 ku bersua muka..

fairuz syahidah 

syafawani

ape kes der~

conclusion cuti ak gitau...

pas naik cuti..

saje nk isi mse lapang ni..

~my little baby brother bezday..~

Assalammualaikum...

my little baby brother katenye..

da beso gabak da adik ak ni..

esok..2hb november..

he become 17teen years old..~

he will become older too right..

~for his bezday..

my Muhammad Haziq bin Saaban

not ordinary little brother actually.

i love him so much than another man...

i love him with my all heart..

why..??its so deep??

because..

when i cry..,he never wiped my tears..

but..

calm down me..

never hug me..

but always feel me warm..

huh..he not my little brother..

dy da mcm ABG LONG...

dy ad sikap penyabar yg sgt tinggi..

sikap pemaaf yg x ternilai..

bg org..dy nmpk rude..

tp actually..

dy terSGT menghormati org..

dy slalu berpk bile wat ape2..

erm..ak pnah kasi hadiah utk bezday dy...

tp tau ape dy ckp...

"bju yg ko kasi tu x cntik.."

"besar sgt ler.."

"xnk ak pki.."

but i saw he wearing that red shirt..

n the precious thing he gave to me...

my g-shock watch!!!

how he gave to me??

it happen at tesco..,he gave as my present bezday..

but he gave me without smile..n juz.."amekla!!"

hahaha..so ego my love..

if he read this..

"adek..epi bezday..u r my precious thing..

i'm sori..always dsturb u..

always make u angry..

bcoz i dont know what in ur deep heart..

i never see u cry since our black tragedy..

i just want keep ur smile my little bro..

i want hug u when u feel hurt..

i want to hit u when u did some wrong..

n..i want we do what we like together..

because..

i just only love you..

my man"

ruin life..maybe

Assalammualaikum...

hurm..letih sesgtnyer...

uwa uwa uwa..nk blik jb immediately..

really miss my johor bahru..

miss my mama..

miss my abah..

miss my adex botak keling..

miss my fifi n iman...

miss my kfc's buddies..

..erm miss my admire...

now almost 2 weeks he didn't text or msg me..

i'm sory my dear..its hard to let u as my friend only..

but i'll try my best..

actually now i'm in entrepreneur week..

the program let me like zombie..

feel tired n feel like crazy..but its good to me..

"workaholic can help you forget some problem"

saya bukn lari dr masalah..

but i just want to release 4 a while from the silly problem..

..ha ha ha ha...

also now rainy month..

~hujan yg turun bgikan mutiara...lalalala~

if the hujan turun btol2 jd mutiara..akan ku kutip satu persatu..

jd modal tmbhn n x yah pk psl ptptn..

haila~

baru ngerti~

Assalammualaikum...

blom nk tdo..

actually..,da lupe rase ngantok...,

stiap mlm akn sentiasa menunggu..

agak giler kn..??

sungguh plik...otak yg bkn di kpale lutut da antar pd sgale connect di saraf..,

"forget bout that"

tp npe satu connection pon x smpy kat ati...

wahai ati..,

tau x brape deritenye tuan ko...

jgn la kras sgt..

sian kat tuan ko..

sakit dy...

lg satu...,

wahai air mata..,

bole x ko kuar deras skit..

ni da mcm paip tika kemarau je...

sian tuan ko da mcm org giler..tension punyer pasal...

n wahai somebody..,

bole x jgn tnye n wat bnda giler..

kite kwn je an..

haih..pnat nye nk anggap awk kwn..~

~org kate megi tu x bek utk ksihtn..tp lately ak mlantak megi..apa ak kesah org kate..janji kebahgiaan ku di saat ini..ketika ini...huih..tdo ler cik yusra woi...

one day...letih~

Assalammualaikum...

hurm..arini ak update..coz i get something...

pg td ad talk ngn REALMIND..

never think it become special program..

tp saya..haih..,

bru 10 minit berlalu..da zzZZzzZZ..haila~

tp saya mndgr la jgak sbb still ley ktawe gelak bile mereka wat lawak antra bnua..

REALMIND its bout how to manage time,,

n actually its program about motivation..

what i get??~

~dont ever blame the environment when u in critical situation..

cth nye..prof kasi assignmt n must proceed within 8 hours only..

if i manage my time..i can do the assignment n another work too..

~be positive person..

~know bout the 7 habit..huih mcm nk jd psikologi je,..

'thinking outside the box'

ok that first story..

another story,,.

~i get bible or al-kitab from my beloved friend 

x sala kn klu kite nk blaja agama lain..

insya Allah.., islam ttp di hati..

bkn nk mmbandingkn agama..

tp hanya ingin tau pndpt mereka (kristian) bout certain things

ustaz pon pnah ckp..utk mantapkn iman..

kdg2 perlu utk pelajari agama lain..

buddies..doakan iman saya k.. 

sblm tutup...td ad test ekonomi..

mangai...hebat giler saya jawab..

smpy masa bgitu jelez ngn saya..

tau la saya comel..

tp kasi la saya SIAPKN SOALAN 

huh..times up??? benci statement tu..

maaf, sy suke tp x bole syg

Assalammualaikum....

hurm...hye buddies..lately saya banyak berubah. Ad yang kate berubah pada kebaikan tapi saya benci ngan diri saya sekarang..

~ saya akui perubahan saya ad yang pd kebaikan..tp ad jgak pd kburukn...ape yg saya benci pd perubahan saya???!! hurm..

~ dulu..bg saya chenta xkn hadir slagi kite x kawen ngan soulmate kite..tp rupenye chenta tu complex..

dulu..saya x pernah terpk nk berchenta sbb saya rase lelaki menyusahkan..

dulu..bagi saya..saya x perlukan lelaki yg berglar kekasih sbb saya da ad mama,abah,adek

~sekarang...saya mula belajar suke seseorang

sekarang..saya mule belajar cemburu

sekarang...saya mule belajar berfikir aty lelaki

sekarang...saya mule belajar berkawan dgn lelaki

~ saya akui ad baiknye sume ni jadi....

sbb..--> saya dpt kawal baran saya ngn lelaki

saya  mule belajar masak..he~

saya mule belajar pakai heel

saya mule belajar pakai skirt..(labuh la)

saya mule belajar pakai bedak..(make up mungkin)

~tapi saya benci bile saya...

suke dia tapi x bole sayang dy..

pnat nak anggap dy kawan..

bru phm prasaan org yg saya kutuk berchenta dulu..

~utk dia..

"thanx awak sbb anggap orang kawan.."

~Ya Allah, kau kekalkan hati ku untuk Mu..ko temukan aku dengan hati yang ad pada Mu..

Namun, andai ini jodohku..aku mohon jauhkanlah kami..

untuk beri ruang kami perbaiki diri..

untuk beri ruang kami mencintai Mu sepenuh hati sblm mencintai soulmate kami..

JALAN2 CARI KENANGAN!!

Assalammualaikum....

7 oktober 2011 n 8 oktober 2011..sy n my buddies wat knangn terindah..yg xkn lupe spjg kat kelate ni....

 fathin afeqa

 najma haryiati

 fazeelah zaffar

sadid shatibi

lokasi terpilih 2 ari yg d'bez..

 pasar siti khadijah

 pantai cahaya bulan

 wakaf che yeh

pantai irama

~ start jln kul 2.30 ptg tu... niatnye just nk tman sayunk sy-najma- cri brg2 je..da mmg sy ni suke jln..xley dok diam..smbil jjln tu sy snap la gamb gne J20i ksygn sy..ad la jgak mknn2 yg sy x penah jumpe kat tnh klahirn sy..ape lg..snap je la kn..

 ladu

 sodapnye serundng!!!
-ni pnah nmpk juz..SODAPNYE!!!!-

 nk bli budu

 semah...

 jom g tmpt len!!

~da pnat berjln kat psr siti khadijah..perot mule men rebana..huh lapo kot..nk mkn ape ek..hurm...tetibe fathin menyebut KFC..n sy..'JOM!'..hahaha rindu lak kat kwn2 keje dlu..

 jom g kfc!!!

 share ngn najma..

~share-itz combo b~

~change drnk..s/berry n m/dew~

lapo ni..!

 lickin' fngers..yummy!!!

 ble yusra sudah abez makan..dy mule rase bosan..ble dy da bosan...dy akn.....SNAP!!!

  



*ni sume mangsa SNAP! ..he5 jgn mara k...

~prot da kenyang..'sadid..jom g pantai cahaya bulan..'..bdak sadid ni bkn satu u..sy pon bru je knal ngn dy..sbb dy kwn skola fathin dlu..n da staon dok klate..jd tour guide ktorg..dy d bez la..sonang2 jo bwa kitorg kemane jua...he5..thanx sadid..jase mu ku knang dlm doa...

~ 'yunk , u jd model i k..' he5..sukesuki sy mnx ank org jd model sy..mlambk gamb najma dlm koleksi SNAP! ..huh...nyesal lak..kuikuikui..

 my model sdar x..i snap gam dy..hehehe

 i'm photographer..not modelist..x ghoti den!!

 yunk,u nk amik gamb kontroversi ke hape...

waaa..xde ke putera raje nek kude putih..

~ da puas men air...'da da..jom g solat dlu'..huh jgn lalai..wajib tu..camne nk dpt putera agama ni..(he5)..then bru kitorg grak g wakaf che yeh...

pergh..tergugat iman ak..4 pasang rm50..2pasang cotton eng rm50...

sblm blik jb..kne bli ni..but not now..

~ actually kete ktorg sewa half day je..smpi 2.30 pg...he5 after g wakaf che yeh tu..ktorg antar sadid blik uma  dlu..then plan nk g kptm...tp....isk isk isk..kami terlibat dlm kmalangn yg agak..erm..mlucukn kot..kete msuk longkang..da la ngn ujan lbat..sy n fazeelah yg mnolak skuat kudrat kami,,he5..risau sadid dbuatnye..thanx bro sbb risau psl kitorg..always kol utk update ktorg da smpy mn...

~bile urusn kat kptm selesai..kitorg pon extend kn mse sewa kete utk 1day..huh..xpuas jln kot...jam da kol 11 lbih..blom blik u lg ni..-agak2 kne kompaun x....- rlax r..peraturan wujud utk dlanggar... huahuahua...polaghi..da alang2 jln..ktorg ronda kb yg da sunyi x berape nk sepi smpy sesat ke wakaf baru...waaa fatin!!! camno ni..argh..redah je...

~tepat kol 12.35 ktorg slmt smpy kwsn u..huh...

 kesan ak jatuh 2lak kete..~ngee

 da lapo..stuck dlm ujan..sesat lak tu..mkn je la..

 pemandu arah

pnolak kete

~n pintu blok tlah dkunci..so..hehehe...panjat tembok ler


~ esok nye....x byk bnda kitorg wat..tp pening skit..sbb nk amik si sadid tu..kitorg sesat lagi...n bru tau..yg kubang kerian tu dkt je ngn padang tembak..hahahaha n trase mcm nk g blik tmpt eksiden smlm...
~arini ktorg g pantai irama...

2 ha mamat yg mnx no ic ak..~erk

 musuh tradisi...

 ok..ayu x...hehehe

 me n mine..-opss

 d'bez buddies

 shoot yg daebak utk korg

~setiap langkah kami...pnoh dgn pengajaran n pengalaman..moga ukhuwah kite troz kekal k..

~sekian saje hujung minggu sy d klntn..huahuahua...len kali kite pusing ganu lak k...